Racing Cars -- Men and Competition

This morning during my commute, I probably nearly caused an accident.

Of course, it wasn't my fault. The guy in the Volvo cut me off first, but then the race was on. As we weaved through traffic onto the highway and he gave me the one-fingered salute several times, I could feel the adrenalin rush. This was so much better than coffee in terms of a morning kick start.

After the race - not sure if he won or I did - I realized how much of a high competition is for me. And that it makes me feel young. Over the years, I feel like I have put too much emphasis on "working together" and "being a team player". And, perhaps, realizing that I will not be the greatest tennis player or golfer or even an "average" player, I lost interest.

Moreover, I always worried about the other person being hurt by losing. I have seen very well-mannered people lose it when they lose. Not wanting to cause the hurt, I would rather lose.

But now I realize that this is disrepesctful to my competitor. I am playing on their side of the net so to speak. So, let the competition begin!!